I have this recurring dream
where I am under an aquatic spell
that allows me to breathe underwater
just me, and no one else.
It is a gift I forget I have
and to forget is a gift as well.
What a thrill to be able to remember,
remember but never dwell.
Like a mermaid in the sea
I am intrinsically compelled
to harbor feelings deep as the ocean
far from the surface that swells.
But living life underwater
can also feel quite like hell
because when mermaids cry
you can never really tell.
Cover art and poetry by Valerie Parente.